Is it actually possible to fall for a man who embodies “asshole-ish” traits? Obviously the man possess high qualities or he could not have caught my attention in the first place; but on a regular basis, it is like he has some sort of alter ego. You begin to think, “Which man will I get today,” and I ask myself, “How is it possible that this guy intrigues me?”
I ran the scenario through my head repeatedly and my only inkling of the truth is that I enjoy the chase…. maybe??? You see, I don’t know about you, but I am annexed by a man’s intellect first, and then the image gets that much better thereafter. Could I be so caught on his nonchalant persona that I erase my ideals of what attributes a good man may hold?
We all know someone like this, the guy I mean… that person who acts like an angel in the presence of you, but once they hit the ‘limelight,’ their blinders are instantly turned on and all that crosses their path are liabilities, rather than an asset. I know much better than to be taken by a man like this, it spells disaster. Perhaps that is why I have guarded my heart and although I can have him in some manner, I know it is better that I keep arm’s distance. Why? Because loving someone from afar is better than crashing up close.
These are just thoughts that run through my mind.
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